My beloved mom, I never got to tell you this because oddly enough I thought I would always have the time…but, thank you for keeping me. I’m forever angry with time as it robbed me of so much. I constantly drown myself in tears hoping I could share so many more days with you.
Knowing I will never see or hear from you again is akin to a life sentence in maximum-security prison. Behind these prison walls, I’m doing my time. I’m serving time for all the ways that I took you for granted in the ways that I did. This sentencing is torture!
Today, I remember how silly we used to be together. You were funny but not really. I miss that! I miss you! I’m left with a shadow of your love. I’m left with memories of your hugs. I’m left radiating in your beauty.
I miss you, over and over again!